... I want to tell stories of fatigue from trans life at the Five Colleges. These are hard stories, draining stories. Such fatigue often leads to withdrawal, leaving, or shutting down; sometimes it leads to suicide. There is no saving grace to these stories; no silver lining. But there is an equally...

... fatigue exhaustion quitting suicide bed ...

... the what and how of revolutionary hope in a trans key, moreover, these stories also highlight the insidious inequities that continue to mark its who. hope Audre Lorde José Esteban Muñoz Ernst Bloch dance I want to tell stories of fatigue from trans life at the Five Colleges. These are hard...

..., basements, closets, attics that sometimes serve as sites of escape, momentary relief, or passage for black people fleeing racial and gendered horror, and (2) the emotional state of hollowness that indicates black shock, emptiness, fatigue, doneness. Taking seriously Black feminist theorizations...

... trans experience: anxiety, rage, fatigue, exhaustion, anger, fear, loneliness. Such bad feelings work to articulate the widespread trauma ordinariness that subtends trans arts of living. This trauma ordinariness renders trans folks more easily targeted by emergent forms of predatory capitalism. Trans...

... emphasis on trans visibility and representation. Emphasizing affect over visuality opens the possibility of thinking through an ensemble of bad feelings that stubbornly attend trans experience: anxiety, rage, fatigue, exhaustion, anger, fear, loneliness. Such bad feelings work to articulate the widespread...